last days of college

Ok so here is the deal: its 2nd of may, and graduation is on the 21st of may , and i just have an urge to document all that is going on in my last 3 or 3+ weeks of c olelge left, cause its really gonna get gummy and interesting as this goes on. I just wanna be able to come back and read documents seriously documenting what really is going on in this chapter of my life. people say i'm funny and that i should have a radio station, and i kinda wouldnt mind having that, but thats hectic, and lame clarkies will probably get offended or some shit, but the blog was just setup yesterday, and its damn easy.

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ok so today at 11 30 raul, i and lincoln were supposed to go with jenna to see her new apartment we're supposed to be subletting this summer( i gotta take a summer class, and hopefully find a summer job with ryan small), but i had been smoking so much trees last night and i had 2 drinks, and iwhen i woke up today at like 10 am, i really realized 11 30 was SOoooooo early. man Jenna must think i'm in my regular summer job mood, ready to go at like 7am or what.so in cany case, lincoln bombarded my phone with calls, i even had my finger on the mute button on my phone because i knew once he called , i wanted to just silence all that ringing while i was having good sleep, raul too was having good sleep . well i'm just online now writing this blog, i got a final in miracles of asia in 2 days, and i gotta start studying for that shit, i can't even do any work anymore! fuck, senioritis really exists let me tell you. you just feel like out of 4 years in college, the 4th year is your best year to feel like a loser. its common too. i thought i was the only one lacking motivation, but thats not true.that makes me feel good cause at least so many people are sharing my problem, thereby not making it too hard on me. cool. i am proud of myself for finally setting up a blogger kemji blog blog going on. really proud. so lets see whats really going on with me. em.well credit cards are really uip my ass, but i have blocked them kind of out of my head, which was really a feat cause i'm 130 % realist, and i never run from th truth or inevitable, as a matter of fact, i run to them, deal with them , and get happy that i don't have any more shit on my dick. well today i'm supposed to study a good amount( i really hope i do cause i'm a potential A student in this miracles of asia class, and the woman knows it!), but for some reason i have a feeling i'll end up leaning somewhere just puffing on a blunt or some shit. i wonder what Leo is up to. that g uy is a pimp. he even got the phone number of the female lifeguard on duty last saturday after he and i swam for a while. that was wild. and he has a girlfriend. don't you like that joke? he is soooooo disillusioned. something tells me that senior week or weekend is gonna be really wild. like i feel girls will not give a fuck about what gossip develops as a result of their actions like hooking up. it'll actually be cool if that happens. everyone will just let go. go orgies! lol. well that was a little exposure of my sexual preferences, but whatever.dem goneeeeeeeeeeeee......that gentleman song is so hot, and i'm listening to that right now while i'm writing this boring blog, but since its for records sake i guess i will not call it boring stuff. actually the way i'm writing this blog is that i close my eyes, talk shit to myself about whats going on, and if its of importance, then i just start typing ans my mind is thinking. i am literally speaking on hte paper, and sinec i can finish you with 6k + words per minute, then i can gun this thing like a lambo( black soprano what up!). yea so nate and i have been talking about obi's(my bro) guitar skills, and today something great was realized. nate sent me a beat, and i sthen went and sent it to obi, and this evening , actually like 10 mi ns ago, obi just sent me back the beat wth the guitar on it, and that shit is fire. its still stuck in my skull.
Interestingly, jess tells me she wants to swim tomorrow. i am playing it off cool like i am not enjoying this shit in a masculine way, but to her it just seems like kemji is having ordinary fun. i'ma keep playing it as smooth as snoop and i'll setup a pool appoitment tomorrow. i need to go and check to see if its open in the evening. hopefully jess can recruit one or 2 girls that will be scantily clad to the pool for some aqua sexuo exercise.lol. man i fucking forgot my nike gym bag in the library. i went back at like 11 15 pm ,and it wasn't there! clark peepls always stealing shit, but thats cool the bag was only $10, so hopefully after i get my first job i can afford it.
i did a good amount of studying for miracles of asia. i'm afraid if i keep bullshitting before the final, then i will underachieve , and nothing is more frustrating than getting a B in a class you know you are A material. thats the siuation in this class, and the professor knows thats the truth about the whole situation. raul went to monkey bar with jaime, and i'll see what comes off that . i've heard great things about that place, i dont know if niggaz turn into monkeys after a few shots at that place.