day and nightmares

5/4
well i was tryin to wake up at 6 am to st udy for my miracles of asia final, but i ended up waking at 6 30am because i was so tired( i always wake up way later than i intend to , but thats just cause sleep is so nice and makes me feel so so good). well i wake up at 6 30 and find out that the final is at 8 30, instead of 8, so i did have the same amount of time to study that i would have had if i had woken up at 6 and the exam was at 8, so no time lost-efficiency kemji. well i do a little reviewing and stuff and i kinda felt good about the final, and i go into the final with redbull in hand, and that was actually the first time i had really looked carefully at the redbull during my bored exam time. irealized that redbull has something called taurine. well this was interesting. as a bio major , i thought like after 4 years and few days from grad that i would know, but i';ve never encountered that word in my life. the final went very well actually. professor aoyama was smart enough to bring out questions from her midterm, and i actually enjoyed that. i took advantage of that, and really got all the questions i missed on the final. i think i will get an A- on the final. if i do get that A- and she gives me like B+ on the paper( hopefully), i am well on my way to get either an A- or a B+ in that class. she knows she can't fuck with me when it comes to politics. goddamnit!well i was just chilling and having a good day, until i got the nightmare that i think is kind of a blessing in disguise. the late withdrawal i aplied for in environmental chemistry was turned down. i kind of felt depressed ,but i was just like "kemji, what if you do decent on the final? ". so if i do well on the final , greenaway is probably gonna give me a C or C- and we'll call it a deal, and taht way, as of may 22nd, i will really be done. well noah and i studied for that shit tonight, and it was serious. i did adderol for the first time( 10mg), and i felt like a slight serious pressure on my cognitive ability in terms of being focused), but then afte ra while, i kind of felt like i couldnt really focus for too long on the shit anymore, like my brain felt dense and heavy, so i just went back to my room and slept. i woke up the next morning and studied some more. well we had the soccer game . it was senior varsity players VS juniors. well at first, when the game began i was on th bench basically, and i felt dissed cause ryan deans was playing on the senior side, but he was a damn junior. i should have had his place. period. i know he would say its not a big deal, but thats not the issue. the point is that i was a senior and i should;ve had my place on the senior team. talk about respect. the soccer team9varsity) is so corny, i can';t believe it. they come off as 1st class meatheads. their jokes aren't funny at all, and believe me, for me to say that, ur jokes are like mind genocide. it hurts to just take it in and listen to all the crap. forcing the laugh is evenworse. in any case, we bat the juniors 3-2, and raul burst jim's head open when they went for a header. they went up, i saw raul cock his head forward, i saw them land, and then people said there was blood on jim's face. weak skull skin i guess. he got the hit in the back of his head.......DUH! he's shorter than raul; and he was jumping like he was yao.leah sent me a lose text.i wanted to do the damn thing, but i had studying to do. sometimes i feel ify i don;t know why.well the day went fine. later! peace..............................